A film about a profound realization following the life-threatening surgery of a free spirited soul.

‘… there is no other place, there is no other time. There is only now. Don’t hold back, this is it.’


Filmed in Montreal, under the influence of strong coffee and timelessness.

Gillian toured the world as a professional modern dancer, tv and film actress. In 2012 when we filmed this she was Director of the Cirque du Soleil Media Creative lab.

The films three stated questions;

Does the intangible beauty of life draw your gaze?

When did you last choose to see perfection in another?

What might you do in the simplicity of Only Now?